29.1.24

29.01.24

Dan appeared in my dreams last night, vividly. It's amazing how dreams bring everything back again. I know what occurred between us over the years ultimately didn't make me happy, but we had a lot of fun. And the knowing that he'd reappear every now and then at different stages of my life, gives me hope that he will say hello again. But if he did, I couldn't act on it of course. But I miss him, I miss the good times we shared, the incredible times. I feel guilty thinking about them today but at the same time, it reminds me of my old self, getting something that surprised me, celebrated me, gave me a glimpse into a life I could have had... Possibly....
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