Another day begins. I'm just having to chip them off one by one. Perhaps it'll get easier, who knows. I just wish I could make the dread go away.
It'll be my 32nd birthday in two days time. I haven't given it a lot of thought at all really because it doesn't feel as though we're in August and so much has been going on to distract me. I feel pretty unphased by it, but I don't feel sad either. If I think back to my birthday two years ago, I'm relieved to say that I'm in a much better place. I feel so lucky that I made it through, life is looking so much different now. And so much better, despite feeling lost at the new job.
Just taking it hour by hour.
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