I feel really sad. I'm also frustrated with myself for getting myself into a situation that I don't want to be in, including Will and his friends. I wasn't thrilled at the outset (which was back in Jan,) but now I'm 6 months pregnant, the idea of being with a large group of people getting drunk and off their faces just doesn't appeal. Plus it's going to be 43 degrees out there.
I don't want to let Will down by not going. But that and the fact I said I would go is the only reason I'm going. My family and friends don't feel it's a good idea and to be honest, I think it's just going to be a stress for me the entire time I'm there. Which is only 3 days but still, 3 days away from home...
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