My darling boy. I still find it hard to believe how quickly you're growing inside of me. How lucky I am, how wonderful it is. The relief I felt when I was told how everything looked good and normal, how well you were coming along. We weren't going to find out your gender because it truly didn't matter to us either way, but the day before we thought 'why not? Why not find out the surprise a bit earlier than if we'd waited!' and I'm happy we did. I'm sure every mother says says how sure they were when learning their child's gender but I thought you may have been. It does make it all seem so much more real now. In around 4 months or so you'll be here with us. We're so excited. I'd be lying if I said that I don't feel a bit nervous about it all as well as how utterly delighted I am. Life as I know it will be completely different with you in the world. But then, that's what life is all about and it's a very good thing. It's what I've been wanting for such a long time. I think that's why I still find it a bit hard to believe. But that doesn't mean you don't have all of my love.
Just continuing to take it day by day and enjoy the now, because that's all we have.
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