I feel so very blue today. I can't really explain why, I just don't want to be here right now. It's a miserable grey day outside and inside I feel disconnected from Will. I just don't want to be in this environment right now. He just gets up, goes to his office and that's that. He's irritating me generally to be honest. He did before but I had a better tolerance for it or I had things to distract me. I just want to have a week away but I've nowhere to go so I feel trapped. I'm sure it's hormones just testing my patience.
Who knows what this week will bring. Maybe that's what's brought on this depressive lull. I got the job, so that's very good news and I'm really looking forward to starting something new and challenging. We exchanged on the house, so that's apparently good news too but I'm struggling to believe it, I feel we've been let down such a lot over the past few months I just fear it'll drag on and on endlessly. I worry i'll never have a place to call my own.
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