14.12.21

14.12.21

So, I'm not. It's just wishful thinking I suppose.
I feel emotional and fearful. Am I doing the right thing? I know the next couple of days aren't ones to take seriously when it comes to my thought processes, I just wish I could put myself on autopilot until I start to be rational again. I just feel so uncomfortable in my body, I just wish I could take my batteries out for a bit until it all passes.

Ah well. Tomorrow is my last Wednesday in the office, so that's a silver lining at least. 
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