22.6.21

22.06.21

It's going to be a test. I have to let it play out so I know. If it's bad, well, it's better to know sooner rather than later.
My gut tells me that it's all going to be okay, but my mind is making me terrified because of my previous experience. I can't blame myself for it, but I must try my best to view Saturday in a positive light. Its an opportunity to meet someone new, potentially make a new friend. Be closer to Will, his friends, and challenge my fears. 
It's easy to give in to the worry and not go, but then I'd risk making my fears even greater.

It's all going to be okay. 
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