I watched synecdoche new York this evening, a film I've wanted to rewatch for years. This evening I felt ready to see it again, and it was worth the wait. It was beautiful, it is a masterpiece.
I recall times where I sobbed watching it in the arms of Joe and cried again thinking about him, about time, everything that's happened since those days and how I hope in time, I'll be able to watch it again with someone who will appreciate it with me. And we can be nestled together in my new home.
I feel so grateful to have been able to find this place, I think it's the best flat I've ever had. And sure, it's day 2, there are lots of issues that will present themselves soon enough. But for now, it's exactly what I wanted. It marks the start of my new life and I feel so excited by what the future holds.
Today has been a good day. I have no idea what tomorrow will be like, but today has been a good day. And all we have is today, so I believe that's progress.
Hello old me.
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