My body felt so warm. It felt alive. Tingles everywhere. Vivid, bright colours, swirling the room breathed with me. Tears fell from my face, it all escaped me. Beautiful. Truly beautiful. I've neve felt so alive and at peace. So accepted.
I felt I remember what it felt like to be in my body. An experience so good I wanted to tell everyone I could think of, yet so personal like it was something just for me. So sensual, sexual, pure. Orgasmic.
I felt my soul escape me. So ready to leave my body. I felt a welcoming, calming presence, happiness and joy. I couldn't feel the weight of my limbs. They comforted me. I wasn't alone. I was free. They were nice. I wanted to stay, I just wanted to be with them. 'you will but not yet.' I felt the presence of people. They were kind, I was not scared.
I cried serval times and told Andy how beautiful life is, too much to waste. I told him I'd wanted to end it, but not now. I felt forgiveness. He kept telling me that he loved me, we reconnected like I never thought we would again.
I feel myself again.
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