6.6.20

06.06.20 pt 2

Getting through this day, soon it will be tomorrow and this mini journey will come to an 3nd. Immense sadness is all encompassing, I can't help but think about everything I'm saying goodbye to. I would have made it work somehow, I'm a coward, I'm a mess. But I'm just trying to do what's right in my heart. Tears are close to the surface but I know I have to be strong. I will get through this. Soon it will be Monday and although it'll be tough still I know my body will start to bounce back. I've just got to try to forgive myself and help that this world will too.
I hope I'll get everything I want but I know it doesn't always happen that way. I'm just going to keep hoping and praying that everything will be okay. I hope I sleep tonight. 
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