9.10.19

09.10.19

Today, i'm annoyed at him.
I heard nothing all yesterday and I sent him a message this morning, I know he's read it, and he still hasn't replied.
Fuck this. If this is how he wants to treat me, then he can fuck off.
I'm sure he feels his world is upside down right now but i'm the one physically going through this shit, and if he can't give me a sentence of his precious time then...what am I even doing? I don't care if you're busy at work - you've had a moment to eat, I know he takes loads of fucking time to vape, and yet he can't take one moment to send me something?

Hey, you were concerned that I wouldn't tell you the times where you've upset or annoyed me? Yeah, well this is one of those times and to say that I feel disappointed is an understatement.

I'll give him til the end of the day. Then I'll book for the procedure and move on with my life.

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