3.9.19

03.09.19

'xxxxxxx'

7 kisses.

Seven.

'I'm missing your presence.'

Shit.

'I've booked Saturday off if you want to relax together'

Oh my god. Please...I can hardly handle it. I nearly cried this morning reading his messages.

I don't think I've felt love like this. I need to get a grip, for sure, but I also need to remember the way I feel now which is...utterly delighted. I'm sure by tomorrow it'll be gone and i'll be onto the next wave on anxiety but for now, I need to just enjoy it.

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