27.6.19

27.06.19

Beautiful sunny day outside, too nice to be cooped up indoors. I do love this time of year but we're careering through time and i'm wondering what it is i'm really aiming towards. I'm counting down my days looking forward to the weekend and before I know it, a month has gone by and i'm still here. Sat here in this familiar spot, why? What do I really want out of this life? It's just me, and at this point, i've nobody else to share it all with...which makes me...sad.

I know that it's silly of me to think of it so cynically. I know there's a reason for my being here and I know that soon I'll find someone to share this life with, and hopefully introduce new life into it too. I've met some really wonderful people along the way and who knows, maybe that person is already in my life and at some point it'll fall into place.

Who knows, second date might lead to...all sorts of exciting things.

Mustn't lose hope...

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