There will always be something to worry about

I suppose i'm scared to let myself fall for someone again.
I'm scared that I'll get too wrapped up in the moment to notice the warning signs or the red flags. I'll just be excited to be with someone that i'll just go along with it, to give it a sporting chance. I'll throw myself head first into something to get caught out when things are too deep and perhaps complicated.
I'm scared that we'll get very close and when the times to him selling his flat, he'll realise what he's saying goodbye to, that things are truly ending with his ex and he won't feel right continuing with me...

All these worries...

I suppose, I've just got to enjoy what we have now. No amount of worrying will prevent any of the above from happening, particuarlly the stuff that's out of my control.
Sometimes you can fall head first and it becomes a beautiful, fulfilling relationship. Sometimes it doesn't. It's a gamble, there's no real way of knowing for sure.
I don't know the back story, I don't know the causes or the reasons for why things ended. But I shouldn't worry, when he was the one wanting to meet, to hang out as often as we have, didn't want me to leave, etc. I could be a rebound but, it could be more. And I don't want to deny something potentially special from happening to shield something upsetting. It would be for the best anyway.

So, tomorrow we're meeting up for some dinner and we'll be going to a gig together!