10.9.18

poetry

He has brought more poetry into my life.


I've got to keep myself in check, i'm falling so hard and so fast. It's because we're so easy together, everything is effortless. I feel so open with him and so calm. He's given me peace at a time of my life where so much has been up in the air. He has helped sew the pieces back together again. I just want to be around him all the time. And, I get the feeling he wants to be around me too and I love how he ignores the games - he just goes straight ahead and asks me what i'm to at the weekend, if we want to hang out.
Yesterday evening we went for dinner together, it was nothing too fancy but it was fun and I couldn't stop looking at him and smiling. He's so beautiful. I'm completely enamored by him. His eyes, the looks he gives me, his smile, his mannerisms, how tactile he is, how he is around me. I just want to be sweet and innocent together and filthy all at the same time. It's a combination i've not experienced before...

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...