17.8.18

movements

This morning I felt a little frazzled, still overwhelmed by the amount that needs to be done but now i'm just looking forward to the weekend. It'll be so good to have a lazy Saturday. Only 1 viewing to do, he seems to be a potential good fit for the place, so we'll see. I've just got to trust that the right thing will happen. Not try so hard. Just do everything that I can.


I'm really looking forward to Sunday, possibly too much. Michael is coming to mine and depending on the weather, we're going to drive to a nice park for a picnic and just enjoy the day. Might go back to mine to watch a movie, perhaps get a little carried away...I shouldn't think like that really but - I can't wait! I love that bit! I just have a feeling he knows his way around, but I I know one should always keep the expectations low, just in case but yeah, i'm looking forward to getting to know him better in that respect. I like that the night he stayed we didn't go all the way. I mean, I couldn't really as I wasn't very well, but I liked that it showed an element of restrain. Well, sort of. We don't want to rush this bit which is one of the best bits. But at the same time, it's one of the bits I feel I'm good at and I want to share this. Living in the moment n' all that. I know there's a danger of losing your worth, giving the body easily. But, I don't know, it's not like I'm doing it to keep him or anything, not a tool or weapon. Just, something I want to do, if the opportunity comes up.

We shall see.
Let's get through this evening first, then have a good sleep and see what tomorrow brings.
What to wear for a cloudy day date?

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22.10.24

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