Could you be the one for me?

I love that he doesn't leave me waiting for long, after only a few moments after I arrive he comes over and I feel myself getting swept away. It's all new, it's lust, sure - it's all that expected excitement but it feels different. And familiar. I was happy in Phil's presence but I realise he was so nervous and unsure of himself, it rubbed off on me. With Michael, although i'm sure he's nervous too, it's in a different way. The way he carries himself has a real confidence to it, and he's not afraid to talk about how he feels.
Again, this could be another flash in the pan, a whirlwind, I might be in for another surprise. But once again, I'm savoring the time we have together, getting to know each other. We've so much in common.
When we met we kissed and smiled, i'm just overcome with excitement when I see him. I wish I could control it, it's so uncool. We ambled around the park, talking the whole time, about the flat, about his projects, his work. He's truly fascinating and yet so cute - every now and then he'd stumble on a word or two and I just want to kiss him! As we we around again he took my hand and there is remained until we parted ways again. I was talking to him about something and he went in to kiss me and we both fell a little off-balance, it was from a movie. I almost can't believe it, how quickly he's come into my life. I texted dad and told him that the date had gone well and that he was 'one of us' - I can see on my dads sofa, talking about books and music with wine.
I don't want to this it at all - but, we're very similar. Perhaps he's playing me, perhaps he'll have to move away for work or something. But, maybe he's not and perhaps he wears his heart on his sleeve just like me?
'I had a lovely time too, stealing an hour or so (and some kisses..) with you' 'would rather be curling up with you though, looking forward already to sunday!!' 'you must be sweetest, kindest, most beautiful person I've ever met xxx' 'can't seem to stop thinking about you...can't imagine why hehe' 'I'm feeling rather giddy too, i'm so thrilled we met, lovely' (I'm just typing them for memory, perhaps for entries I read back later - maybe if i'm feeling sad.) I just feel...like myself again.
I'm so nervous about all the house stuff, my health - i'm not eating properly and my body's not been feeling right for at least a week, I'm so poor - but, I feel excited again! I wonder what we should do on Sunday.