3.7.18

Wishing away time

This mood keeps on. Chowing down on junk food to help me work through it, it's not working. I just feel distant and detached from myself. It feels a little familiar, this feeling. I don't like it. I'm sure i've felt this way at this same time at previous months.
Thankfully my dear brother has invited me over to his to watch the football later this evening, which i'm looking forward to. It'll be a nice distraction, he always helps lift my spirits when I feel blue. Hopefully i'll exhaust myself and get straight to sleep as soon as I get home. Then tomorrow i'm meeting my Uni friend, possibly getting a bit drunk. Then it'll be Thursday.
God. Back to this, wishing away the time.

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...