It's no surprise that the day started with 'the time' but it was a bit of a relief - that's why i've been feeling so low this week, so uncomfortable and negative. Popped a couple of tablets and i'm starting to feel much more myself. I'm also excited that at long last, Friday is here and I'll be meeting Phil this evening for dinner and hopefully a really fun evening. I booked a table at a highly reviewed sushi place (one of his favourite foods,) and I plan on treating to him to anything he wants. Hopefully we can share a bottle of wine, relax and just enjoy the night. We'll hopefully be meeting at a bar beforehand to have a cocktail or two first, which i'm looking forward to. I don't plan on getting silly, but, I feel I will need a bit of courage because not only am I little fearful of the whole gift exchange, but i'm pretty sure I won't be able to ignore the burning question on the tip of my tongue; are we both on the same page in terms of where we're going and what we want?
Life is too short not to ask... But then, I am too nervous a person to not ask!
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