Yeah, it's time of the month time and I feel like I want to bite the head off everyone I see. Although i'm meeting up with Phil this eve, though he's not staying. I know I shouldn't be offended when he doesn't, but my  mind always jumps to the worst conclusions and assumes that he's trying to phase himself out, or something equally ridiculous. Of course, he's very busy and I do understand his reasoning. He needs to be fresh and alert, and our usual 3am finishes don't make for bright eyed and bushy tail following days. It keeps me on my toes I guess. 

I do wonder what he thinks. Where are we going? What does he want? 

Too soon to ask. Too soon to assume. 

Going home tomorrow evening after work which i'm looking forward to, it'll be so good to catch up with dad. There's a lot going on for him at the moment. We might also go and take a look at some cars, which would be very exciting! I can't afford one, of course. But it would be so wonderful if it could potentially be a reality, i'd feel so free and able to go anywhere.