Terribly worried and nervous. What if he cancels? There is still potential for him to cancel...why am I panicking? Everything was fine last night, I don't need to have confirmation at every hour, do I? I really, really need to rein it in. I'm happy and i'm so excited but always with the excitement comes the inevitable come down. Now the sun is hidden behind the clouds that look like they're going to empty rain any moment. I've got to believe. I've got to remain hopeful. I've got to stop assuming the worst. I've got to smile. There's no reason why this won't happen, or shouldn't happen. Just be cool.


Be cool. Be calm. Wait and see. Don't put too much stock in anyone....