20.3.18

I wonder if he'll cancel this evenings phone call. His message yesterday he mentioned how he was feeling under the weather, I wonder if he's preparing me for rescheduling / cancelling...fading away. Karma I suppose, Karma for telling a couple of colleagues at work while I was so happy and unbeat all of a sudden.
Sigh.
I hope not, I hope we'll talk and I hope that we'll be able to meet eventually. But who knows, maybe it's not meant to be...

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...