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I've discovered a new music artist who came on the radio yesterday, I jotted down the name and have fully absorbed myself in his work - god I love it, it's just what I needed to give me a little lift.
It's not going to solve much, but it will help me get my head into a better place. After getting off the phone yesterday to dad, and crying a little to myself, (with his help,) I realised that the only way I'm going to get through this is by changing my outlook on the situation - it's only temporary, I won't be here for long. I will move on, 'one day this will be a memory.' So, now I know this, the pressure is off a bit. I've got to be there 2 months before giving a weeks notice which is good, I've just got to focus on things to look forward to - upcoming holiday! It's 3 weeks today! There's a bank holiday coming up to, and, who knows I might here from my old boss still.
I'm just going to pour this music into my ears for the rest of the week to help me get through it. I've got today and tomorrow and then my boss is going away from two days - I'm nervous but I'm also kinda looking forward to not having the pressure of him being there, as I don't care for him. So, who knows, it might be a good couple of days - hopefully without a single phone call!
For now, I know that I'm better than this and I have to power through it because if I keep crying, stressing myself out, I'm going to make myself ill and won't have the strength to push forward in any direction. I can't let this spiral out of control...
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