'I resist what I cannot change'

'It's hard looking in knowing that tomorrow you'll be back again'

So, here we are. Four days after I handed in my notice to an unanswered email address and ignored text message. I did this to not only get out sooner, but also so he had time to process it over the weekend and not react while I was there in front of him. Perhaps it was a little cowardly of me, but then again I don't know him very well or how he might react - this is not good news for him I'm sure, even though I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me much. 

I'm nervous, but then hopefully after the first ten mins or so we'll be able to talk about it and get it into the open. I hope he'll be understanding but, I've got to be prepared for the worst case scenario. At least I know I can just not turn up again if he is really unreasonable. 

So yes, it's looking like I'll be going back to Moto! I can't believe I'm typing this...but, I'm so excited. Clearly the changing jobs/careers isn't meant to be at the moment, and at least they pay well, it's a nice job, interesting industry and nice people. It will be comforting, familiar and it'll be nice to get my old pay again! 

It's nice to be wanted by them too, and appreciated. I've no doubt that the things that bugged me before will bug me again, and the novelty of being back will soon wear off. But, those negatives are not as bad as the negatives I've endured at the last two places. And applying to things again has only confirmed how the pay doesn't match, or the responsibilities - or the location...it's just, take me back there again, I can't wait to get back involved again and really give it my best shot. I've got a new found appreciation for it... fingers crossed it won't be too much of an intense day...