It was nice to feel challenged, to be asked about my previous experiences that I'm proud of and talking with mature adults. I feel like it's been a while since I've done that, I'm almost out of practice!
They were friendly and I got nice vibes from them both who helped calm me down. I wonder if I should have said more about everything I'd learnt about the company but somehow it didn't feel needed. I fear it would look too obvious and I know that's daft in an interview situation but really, the flow of how it went made me think twice. There was one question that my stomach is sinking at the thought, where I rambled on about how I'd adapt to a bigger company - I had the 'your losing them' crashing in my mind, but I dearly, dearly hope that it didn't reflect badly on me.
Alas, more waiting in anticipation.
I can only be hopeful - I did my best, I have a good feeling about it, there was no questions that I couldn't answer, I felt I gave them a good impression of who I was. They did say I was very 'zen' and had a calming voice which they liked, so hopefully that's a good sign?
Urgh. Back to my new reality tomorrow, I have to pretend it never happened.
I really do - I simply need to tell myself that it never happened. So if I do hear back, then it'll be a nice surprise.
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