5.4.17

Nothing

Urgh, I feel sick. No news yet, I just can't stand this waiting around for an answer. Perhaps it'll be two days, or even another week - perhaps another month! It can be so draining getting all excited to hear nothing, three times now. Maybe it just isn't meant to be. 

I was contacted by Dr Martins though, who wanted to interview me for a new position opening up in their new offices. It would still be in London though...I might go for it all the same. Next week I'll be applying to new things again like crazy, I can't give up and I don't want to give up - not yet. 

What difference will a couple of days make anyway? 


 

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