Hey, how is it any different to where I was before? I just lost a day at work is all, and nobody seemed to be too suspicious. I only have today, nobody can promise me anything. Nobody owes me anything. I'm just chipping away at everything until something gives. It might seem perfect, like the most perfect opportunity. But it's not meant to be, fate has something different on the cards. And that's okay. It's okay to wait, to be patient. That's all we're ever doing anyway - waiting. Waiting to die. We just have to enjoy that time while we have it. This time is precious and I spend too much time wishing it away. As soon as an opportunity comes along I just sink into daydreams, of what my life could be - completely transformed of course. Nothing can distract me from it, it's all perfect and it's all I can think about. It's almost an obsession until I hear otherwise, perhaps bad news or no news at all.
It's all okay. That's how the day is meant to be, because that's how it went and I can't change it. That's okay, it's all okay.
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