Back to waiting

On the train along my familiar route to work. I feel...okay actually. A little guilty as I took yesterday off as 'sick' but I was actually going for another interview at Lux. Sigh. The waiting begins again. But I'm used to it, so I suppose that's why I don't feel super excited or anything. Coming away yesterday, I felt more exhausted than anything else, but still positive. Looking about a busy, bustling office was just so lovely to see and my heart ached a little bit as I walked away. I knew going in I had a good chance, but when you're in that chair answering all those questions, it makes me feel so far away again. 

I felt good about my answers, I wasn't stumped or thrown by anything in particular but I was glad I thoroughly researched the company beforehand. My carefully rehearsed lines muddled as I try to look professional...hopefully the bare bones of the content was still there. It's all in my capabilities though, so I should have done okay. I suppose it depends on how the interviewer felt it went, what sort of mood was she in? 

I'll find out either today or tomorrow...I hope work will be so incredibly busy I don't even notice my phone. I just want to forget all about it now...