'The most gorgeous of wars'

I don't know what's happening me today but all I want to do is flirt. It really is a bizarre sensation, I picked up my phone and looked through names I used to speak to once, tempting words that occasionally heated up a lot and occasionally tapered off through periods of silence as well. I typed his name and felt a tingle as I saw his familiar profile picture, I wanted to message but I had to ask myself 'what good would come from this?' If I were to, I'm sure it would be great for an hour or two, catching up and whatnot, maybe slipping back into our old ways quickly - but it would be curious yet dangerous territory. Of course I don't want to be with anyone else at the moment, never thoughts of impulse or lust cross my mind, just the act of charming and being charmed...today, I want it. 

Perhaps I'll just have to save it for later this evening instead. One things for certain is this doctors appointment I'm on my way to will knock it out of me. I'm sure I'll come away feeling just as lost, confused and dirty than when I went in.