11.1.17

I'm not the pleasure that I used to be

It feels as though it has been a long time since I've been truly captivated by cinema, last night really was something special. 'I, Daniel Blake' was an absolute masterpiece. But, not an obvious one to begin with. I was completely and utterly absorbed. Very close to home plot though, exploring the trappings of the benefit system and the vicious circle that ensues. It made it difficult for viewers to ignore the truth that is how awful these situations are and they're happening every single day, all around each and every one of us. 

I couldn't stop crying. Even when the credits were rolling and people left their seats, I found myself trying to hide my face away as it gradually sunk in. Chris was quiet, but when we got home (which was only a couple of minuets walk away!) we both had a good cry. The lead character reminded him of his granddad - it really hit hard, because it was so accurate. A lovely man who would do anything for anyone, took pleasure in hard graft and workmanship, talented and ever so close to his wife (who had passed in this film.) 

There was no soundtrack, there was no gore - it was typical day to day northern life with job centres and run down housing, friendly neighbours just getting through each day. It really put everything into perspective. It will stay with me a long time.


 

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