Updates

I can't believe that it's been three weeks since I went for that interview. Time really has flown by and I find myself in November - I still feel as though I'm on September time! 

I love this time of year though, the chill and fog in the mornings, the brightly coloured leaves on the ground. Now we begin the count down to Christmas. 

I sent an email to the chap that interviewed me, asking if he had any sort of update. Now that I've sent it, i feel a bit nervous. I was pretty confident it had gone well before but now he has been reminded of it all, perhaps his memory tells him differently? Usually, it wouldn't be my style to send an email like it, for fear of coming across too keen, but chris and his family feel it's a good idea. I mean, what's wrong about coming across keen? I mean, I do really want it!

As much as I hate the waiting part though, at least the not knowing could still be positive. I keep making up excuses though and it's not really fair on me, I can't keep holding out for something that won't materialise. 

A couple of other vacancies got back to me asking for more info or other job specs but I just feel a little flat about it all. Nothing has really captured my imagination, they are all things I'd settle for but otherwise pretty dull. So it's good that I haven't heard loads and loads of responses, in a way. 

This week will be interesting at work. After HR's mess up I should be receiving a new contract...i feel relief that my pay won't be halved, especially at a time I need it the most. But I still don't look at it as being a permanent thing. My desire has just completely fizzled out. 

But that's nothing new! 

Let's see what happens...I'm still very hopeful...