Old, tired thoughts

Overhearing someone exclaim 'oh what is the world coming to?' To some poor, customer service staff member at the tube station, left me questioning the same. 

I'm in high spirits to meet my brother shortly, we're going to a gig which is my much belated Christmas present. It doesn't matter though, I'm very happy to be hanging out with him seeing a guy I've been wanting to see live for a long time. It should be a nice evening. 

I'm not looking forward to going to work tomorrow, the long weekends go even quicker than the regular ones. Soon I really will start to look for a new job and I don't mind doing a but of hunting at work too. I realise nobody is going to say anything anyway, the time really has come for a change. It is a thankless job working for a company who doesn't appreciate me or what I do. Not to say what I'm doing is groundbreaking by any means, but it would be nice to be acknowledged once in a while. I feel as though I've aged by 10 years just by being there, surrounded by traditionalist folk who don't accept or want any change. I'm growing tired of pretending to care about their lives of splendour and superiority. 

So, I need to get out soon. I was waiting until the move was over and done with but it feels too far away eventhough it's in a couple of weeks. 

Sigh.