Trying to get my head back into that zone, that place I used to be a year ago from now. Somehow I managed to find a strength from within myself to keep on even when I had no energy and was emotionally brittle.
I'm still gushing from the lovely weekend which feels like it was weeks ago now, it just went in a merry blur of wine, sweet speeches and well organised photographs. It really was a beautiful wedding and I felt to honoured to be a part of it. Everything fell into place nicely and all went smoothly which was lovely to see but not surprising as Chris's mum is very good at organising everything. Both families are so warm and welcoming, everyone was smiling and joking, it was just so much fun. Of course I drank too much and found myself in bed after apparently slinking off without making too much of a scene, thank goodness. Chris made me feel so proud. The way he walked his mum down the isle with his brother, the way he presented himself throughout, he managed to speak to and include everyone, he was just so mature and sure.
People joked about us 'being next' and I have to say, we did nudge each other throughout and talked about 'if we did this I'd...' sort of thing which was nice, although I won't be taking it too seriously. I know there is plenty of time for it, what a surprise it would be.
Happy thoughts and smiles, I want this to keep me going until the end of the week...
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