Maybe I'm just tired. But what from? I don't know what's wrong with me, I just feel broken. And if I can't determine what it is, it doesn't feel as though it's something I can repair.
I'm putting it down to self-inflicted stress, and it's wearing me out emotionally is effecting my physically. When you're stressed, your body doesn't heal. Maybe that's what it is...I fell asleep last night crying on Chris's chest. I just felt ridiculous, embarrassed but then very safe. Sleep was easy. I am lucky to have him.
I think I need to go to a doctor, maybe I can't treat myself anymore...
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