7.11.15

Hopes

Although I can't deny the lil pang of envy, I felt so much joy for my coworker who left for maternity leave. 
'Watch out, you'll be next!' My manager joked, ah, if only he knew. 

The thing is, I do wish I was in her position to an extend, I also wish I had her life! Living just up the road from the most exquisite street in London, happily married to a high flying business man, everything seems so nicely laid out for them. But then, they've earned it all, and she is possibly a good 12 or 13 years older than me, so, I can't really compare. 

I just dearly hope it'll be me one day.
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