7.8.15

Forgive me

It's loss. I'm 25 and it's the first time I remember what grieving is and how it feels. 
I'm not doing well today. At any pause where I stop doing something, my eyes fill up and I can't stop them. I just can't stop crying. 
I'm on my way to see Chris but I'm worried I won't be able to snap out of this, I need to be strong for him but this is so hard. Just need to hold it together on the train at least. 
Please help me keep strong so I can get through this. 
London noise drown me out, drown me out so much that I completely fade away, I don't want this to be happening...
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