Flattery gone to my head

Oh my god, what on earth was I even thinking? Going to see dan and run the risk of throwing everything I have now, away? For old times sake? For flattery? 

I love Chris. We're going on holiday together for goodness sake, I love where we are going as a couple, and I believe we could really have something very special. I didn't have any intentions on doing something I shouldn't with dan, however I know the temptation will be there and that in itself is a very bad thing. And if it were the other way around, id be devastated. 

Sort it out, don't get drawn into that again. What happened with dan pretty much caused the final split with me and joe, he's trying to do the same thing again. He'll come out on top and I'll be left broken and with nothing. 

Not this time. No, I am not that girl.