Yesterday I found myself sharing some rather deep thoughts with a work friend over some overpriced lunch, and realised how by talking about all these things made it seem apparent that it was truly over. I haven't been thinking about things nearly as much as I did before, mum's words of wisdom really sunk in and I feel glad that I've been able to let things go. I've been throwing myself into my 'new' life, or perhaps just acknowledging it as such and just trying not to dwell too much on the past. It doesn't help me propel further forward and right now, that's what I really need to concentrate on.
She's a dangerous one, this lady at work. She's been very keen to befriend me but everyone else's opinions of her in the office have me view her with caution and take everything she says with a pinch of salt. She's a bit of a gossip, and enjoys when I get a bit vocal about things, but I know I need to be careful. Still, we're of a similar age so it was nice to talk and share things. She talked about an ex boyfriend of hers from a few years ago that didn't end well. She surprised me with her words of wisdom, explaining how with every relationship you change and grow and we're not the same people we once were.
I felt comforted.
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