Creativity creeping back in

Last night almost felt magical. 
I got home, ordered some takeaway food and went to collect it, ready for when he arrived. He brought the wine and we watched Peep Show while we talked about our days. It could have been affect of the alcohol but I just seem to find him irresistible, I don't know what it is. It's like the perfect combination of cutestness, nerdiness and awkwardness which seems to fit perfectly with my similar traits. 
I love that I feel there is so much to talk about with him. There's just so much that we haven't even begin to cover yet but neither of us can keep our hands off each other long enough to hold a long conversation! I love 'this bit' hehe I do hope it stays for a while. 
The next couple of weeks are looking to be rather busy for us both, I'm not sure when I'll properly see him next. I want to go on another day trip! Maybe I should organise it hmmm. Tomorrow he's playing a gig, which I'm looking forward to. I'm also a bit nervous too and all his friends will be there, some of whom I've never met before, and when he's up on stage i'll have to be confident enough to strike up conversation, try to be all cool. Ha. I don't flourish in loud environments, my voice won't go loud enough and nobody can hear me. Maybe I'll just get really merry instead.
He's working the rest of the weekend, so I might pop home and see my dad, have a catch up on things which will be nice. I don't have much money at the moment, so I'm not sure I can really afford it, but I'd like to try either way.
 
Work is a little slow but the extra money will be helpful. Who knows, maybe this will open up a 'full time' window. I am so lost as to where  I should really be going workwise though, the whole nursing thing has taken a back seat as I've been getting creative again. Sigh. Who's pressuring me though? Nobody, just myself. Maybe I should try and ignore my thoughts and just merrily coast for a while, after all, this is all good experience and it would be good to have something on my CV that's longer than 6 months.
I made Chris a card and he really seemed to enjoy it, made him cry a little bit, which is just adorable and so cute, I've not really experienced it before. I get so used to making people things that are appreciated, but never taken that well. It makes me want to do even more for him! Eventhough he's not particularly arty himself, or knows what it is I do exactly, I love how he likes it all the same. Takes me back to the days of Ben where I'd spend ages on things and he'd just blink at it, no emotion whatsoever. 'I see you've put loads of time into this, but I just don't get art,' he'd say. Those should have been the alarm bells, they were the days, so long ago now.
Amazing how things have changed since then.
 
I best get working on an art piece for dads studio for his birthday, I don't have long to make it...