I had a really lovely time last night, which, (although this is going to sound really bad,) came to quite a surprise to me. During the day I didn't really think a lot about it. It did at one point cross my mind to cancel it, but then I remembered I think it was me who tried to organise it in the end, and I didn't want to let him down.
I got off the tube and there he was, waiting for me. He looked like his pictures, very nicely presented and a cute, cheeky lil smile. He had a friendly voice, asked me questions and soon we were on our way to a really lovely bar that he had thought lots about. I was impressed, he clearly knew what he was doing and I was in safe hands. I had a couple of glasses of white wine, he had beer, I got a bit merry and so did he. There was no awkwardness really at any points, although it was all kept very safe and above board at all times. We left and we to an indian resturant for food and it was all really nice, it just all fell into place. He paid for everything which was a real first for me, he really didn't seem to mind at all. It got to half 11, he proposed another drink but I thought it best that I go home. He walked me to the tube, we hugged and shared a kiss which was actually really lovely. I had kinda made up my mind earlier in the evening that I wanted to kiss him, yes, he was a bit of a lad and there's whole avenues of conversation that could have been had but wasn't because he probably didn't know anything about it, but, he was sweet. He smiled all the time and I found him endearing...
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