And the swinging parties down the line...

Holy smokes, am I really going to meet this guy? After I vowed not to again until I'd 'sorted things out'? Well, let's be honest, it's a pretty vague statement. How can anyone know whether somethings actually sorted it not? In my haphazard sort of way it keeps me occupied for another evening, I get to meet someone new and maybe even make a new friend. Something more feels a lil out there, but who knows, maybe. 

A guy who works at my local station suggested 'making a go of it' to which although I was very flattered, I could only really think of who it was I really wanted to be with. And that was Lee. 

I'm already looking forward to seeing him tomorrow, that's if we do end up doing so. I'll be interested if something ends up being said, maybe even I will, surprise myself with my New Years resolution a lil early with a more assertive attitude. 

'Be prepared to stand your corner' my mum warned. I felt sad leaving her today, after she spent ages finishing off my lovely Christmas jumper. I know we don't always get on and she doesn't like where I'm at right now, but I do love her and I feel sad that I'm not doing more to make her proud. I know she worries and she just wants to know ive got someone to look after me. 'Find yourself a nice boyfriend. Someone like your brother' eh, almost i suppose. She did ask if lee was having a nice Christmas time,although very gentle and I knew she didn't care much about the answer, it was her way of making an effort which I appreciated. 

Aw. God. I'll hopefully update later on when I get home as to what the heck the afternoon has brought...