24.10.14

There's something there but there's no need to rush

It's amazing how it's only been a week and yet I feel very in touch with this very interesting individual. I am trying not to get too carried away however, the more I find out about him the more I hear about past girls he's been seeing or ex's and it's kinda got my guard up in case im just another to add to his list. 
I like to think that when guys get a taste, they'll never just be able to forget, but in the circumstances we met I guess I'm a little nervous getting too attached, eventhough it's kinda already happened. I know it's all about acting cool, not putting any pressure on things and just going with the flow as I know work is busy for him and it really is still early days. I don't want to blow it or appear too intense. I feel good about it though, really I do. I look at him and can see myself looking up at his face years down the line. There is a connection, there is. But there is also no need to rush. 

All in good time.

Awkward times for me now as I've had an interview and they're looking for someone to start right away, and I'm now meant to be going on holiday for a week. Another interview opportunity might come along too for an even bigger brand, full time, the real deal, and it's very likely to be next week too... I don't know what to do. I can't fork out loads of money for a train ticket to find that I have to come back the next day. Just wish I had a call or email or something! Otherwise I'm venturing back to pack! Hmm...what will the future bring. Will this potential relationship mount to anything, will I get a new job soon? Will I piss off the parentals in the process? Possibly.

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