19.7.14

Daunting times

I was brave and I got through it, I ended it with Olive. It was awful, it was terrible. I felt really awful. But I knew it was the right thing to do.

Everyone's advising to have a bit of time to myself, enjoy single life and recover from things...this is where people hang out with their friends and do crazy things...but it's become sadly apparent to me that I don't actually have any anymore :( only ex's...I feel so alone. Just desbretly trying to keep myself busy so an impromptu treck home seems appropriate. I also signed up to the gym.

There's an end in sight with my current job, I'm single, how am I going to make ends meet, really? 
Daughnting times...
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