11.6.14

We can be heroes just for one day,

Hello dan, I remember you. How you just drop in and out as you please, so casual, got everything down to a fine art. I'm impressed by you yet also so bewildered as to why you'd ever be interested in me. We hide behind walls of texts with dirty lil secrets but when it comes down to it you're surprisingly awkward and clumsy, it's adorable. 
I wonder what you think when you see me, do you see future? Sex? Interest? Loneliness? Maybe you know me better than all the rest. 

You do take me away, I enjoy how I'm just completely under your spell eventhough you're not especially interesting, we just laugh and play games, talk about work, maybe the old times we shared together in halls. And then we're silent, kiss, touch, get carried away by it all. As if nothing happened and as though it has always been this way. We both know at some point we'll have to confront it and decide what best to do next, but for now, why don't we just enjoy it? 

Getting more tangled in these problems, fine lines, keep introducing more people to complicate things... You bring it on yourself, but in the very least it's not a boring life.

At least my room's been taken now...what will I do for the remaining 2 weeks? Who knows. 

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