excited

Well, yesterday was a truly lovely day. We went for dinner at a very well selected bar in Angel's supper street, shared a cocktail and food, drank merlot quickly to make the cinema on time. The film was fantastic, beautiful and captivating. I couldn't help but think about Joe when I saw it, as I know he'd be marvelling at it too. But soon his hand came to mine, he kissed me on the cheek, which then led to lingering kisses...he really is a very charming man. Some tendancys of his remind me a bit of Mike, so passionate, a little clingy and loves attention. And I love to give it, although I couldn't help but feel like maybe it was all just for one night until he got what he wanted and then maybe it would soon fade away. I mean, there is still time for that. But, something feels different.
As soon as I saw him, I knew there was something about him that I wanted to know more about. We went back to his lovely flat, didn't sleep too much. It was all very new and exciting, incredible intimate for someone I haven't known long at all. But we both agreed that it felt like we'd known each other for a long time. Who knows where things will take us, but I like him a lot already. And now that Nik is being a bit of a dick in general, asking for threesomes, cocain and trying to sleep with any woman he can, I think it's fine for me to have my bit of fun too. And, I hope it's more than just fun. It does feel it a little bit...I just don't want to get my hopes up.

I couldn't help but my tell mum and dad, and they seemed supportive and even a little excited about it. Tomorrow I think I'm meeting him at some point after work, maybe go for some food somewhere, I'm looking forward to it!