3.3.14

Day off today.
Last night spent on webcam to Dan, today wondering about oxford street to return home to Nik. I just don't know what I'm doing! I suppose I'm in the right place to not know and be in two minds...but when I see Dans face, aw, I really want him. I miss him actually, he's so committed to his studies and always revising, I don't know when I'll see him next...
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