10.2.14

I got myself here, so I should be able to get myself to the next phase...

I feel scared for the future,but I know I have to be at this stage in order to progress and move on further with my life.

I chose the hard decision, I was comfortable and things were going okay. But I decided that this was the path I should take instead, and with the excitement comes the frightening, dawning truth that nothing is clear and things have potential unfold.

I am free. I have an amazing amount of choices ahead of me if I choose to look at all of this as a positive. Soon I'll be moving home, which means I can save, I can apply for new things every single day, and I will get there - BECAUSE I GOT HERE. I gave myself a time frame, I devoted a hell of a lot of time and effort and here I am. It can only get better. I'm going to make it better.

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