24.1.14

Few fleeting moments

Feel tired and low. Contemplating why it is that I do all of this. 
I guess I just keep on going, hoping that things will get better, that this won't be forever and soon things will change. But on days like today, it just feels like a never ending struggle and when it's eventually the end of the day, I have no relief, nothing to look forward to, only the next day of the same daily grind. Maybe this is what drives me to do bad things, I just need something to give me a tingle of feeling, emotion, something that is mine for just a few fleeting moments...
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