All over the place

Mothers always know best don't they. Today my advise was to 'become a tree and take root' I think I know what she means, if not a lil abstract. But, I am indeed all over the place. No idea whether I'm coming or going, where I'll be living, who I want to be with...it's all just a daft mess. It's been nice to have a weekend away from it all though, seeing an old Uni friend again has helped me realise that all is not lost. His life is completely different to mine, we are both almos polar opisites, and yet I find him very easy to be around. I sometimes wonder why he gives me the time that he does but then I think my situations amuse him and he finds me entertaining! It's been nice to have a flavour of his life, and the sort I'm sure he share with many other business men that I find myself wondering about now and then. He darts about from town to town in his fast sports car, eats only fine food and spends every other day at the gym, loves sports, playing video games, holds money very dear and loves a fine woman, however they're never fine enough to settle down with! I'm not attracted to him in that way however I am so curious as to how he would be as a lover, he takes to pretty much everything like a duck to water (nearly left that as 'dick') so I can only imagine he would be very talented in that aspect. Emphasis on the 'imagine' haha. We joke but I can't imagine he thinks the same about me. 

Ah tomorrow I'll be talking to my housemates about the house and how I'm not signing the contract. I've no idea how it'll go down, I hope they'll e understanding but where will it take me next? Will I have to move back home again? I'm not sure...we'll have to wait and see.