'Been thinking about you, do you think about me still?'

Well I believe it's been about a week now and only today has been my first proper day. I know I've mentioned it in previous entires but I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to all the newness wearing off. Being on edge all the time makes the time time go faster, it brings back memories of a placement I did at a very quiet place up north, where all I could do to amuse myself was clean. At least here I'm surrounded by beautiful things and it looks good on the CV. It's nice that it's only temporary, I never want to lose sight of what I really want to do.

So up until Christmas I'm all booked up at Harrods but then after that who knows. I've never really worried about it before but then truly having to rely on income to pay rent will be very stressful. But it'll be easier with two I guess. Anyway, I'm not thinking about that yet at this stage. 

Things with me and J are a lil under strain, but I'm hoping that we'll work through it. I know he's also apprehensive about the move, eventhough he's not sure when it'll happen. But everyone I've spoken to about it seems to think this is all a good idea, hopefully they're right! 

On Wednesday I'm going to move a few bits in and stay over to kinda see what it's like. Again, I feel excited yet nervous about this, my two most common, conflicting emotions as of late. I really want things to settle down a bit...

Ah well. Home now, then some food, shower and sleep.